Would some one please edit this for me? Please..it would help so very much?

I close my eyes..and wait for the feeling to pass. the feeling that has been here for months..in my heart..my stomach..even my eyes. the pain is unbearable..its like someone ripping my heart out with hands that are on fire..then i hear your voice. and everything is calm the pain is gone. im light as a cloud..floating. drifting away. Then your gone..vanished out of thin air! the pain comes roaring back to life! another allusion that you care..that you actually love me...i knew i shouldn't have believed it to be true...but i saw your eyes looking into mine so i believed it. foolish was I..to bring the searing pain back to life again. and to torture my soul with the thought of you loving me. Now i lay and weep at night for hours..only to rest with yet another dream of you..so real i think your there..but then i wake to find only myself alone in a dark room..all light is gone without you...im blind and cant find my way in the darkness...and the searing pain just keeps coming on and on..never stopping.